IMMA CRAZY WITH HUBBY on SELFSHOOTING ;D

True love is when you shed a tear and still want him :')

eww..sad sad face D; but we are happy :)

Baby, you are everything I never knew I always wanted duh. :X

Kissing is like drinking salted water: you drink and your thirst increases. ;S

My love for you is a journey; starting at forever, and ending at never. :D

hamster babee papa & mama (;

I want you for always, days, years, eternities.♥

We are shaped and fashioned by what we love uh :)

IMMA MODEL ;D Lol . ♥

He is NOT model ;D but he is my hubby ^

sad . crying. :'(
hurt myself. :\ i feel pain.
but. isn't pain than my heart .
lao gong. how much ur pain?
pain than mine? sure.
i think if i leave this world.
should be a good thing for u.
but i m such a CHICKEN );
realii painful on that ><

everyday i cry.
enyone know? D;
i cry for my lao gong. my friends. my exam.
alot of pressure/.
studying at skul. sudenly cry.
sleep ..than weak up at the midnight i cry ]':
get the exam paper. with 42 marks ! i cried.
make lao gong angry. vry seriously. i cry.
sad wif no friends. i cried.
in the tuition. cry. but no one know.

alot of sadness in 2011.
i hate so much for myself.
everything hapen it jus because of my childish!
i think something wrong inside my brain.

my hand really pain :(
stop writting at here.
need to bath now ;'@
have jus received a msg from dear .
he jus write ")"
wat should i du>?
nothing. myself dai sei!
hope i die faster ;O
than the world will be more colourful.
WITHOUT ME :)

I think I've already lost you,
I think you've already lost.
I think I'm finally scared now,
you think I'm weak...
I think you're wrong!
I myself am the only friend I have ♥

before. i m sad..
but now.. i wont be a such stupid gal anymore :)
i will jus hate & angry of those type of idiot.
please fuck off now ! D:

uhmm.. i hate today.
i hate myself.!
i hate everything & everyone in my life..
everything are sucks~ !
i hate ge0grafi.. FUCK!

IMMA STUPID IDIOT :)

siew teng! :X
study?!
where are u! u r lazy.
yea..uhm..
i tell myself i need to study hard.
because dont want to lose U. ♥
but then. so sad..
dint study at all.
now still update blog. m i sucks ?><

i hate myself deeply :(
dear..so sorry about that.
this few day i make u sad.. ];

such a stupid wife as me<.
believe me. trust me..
give me some times.. ♥
i would try to be a super girlfriend ;D
i want u happy everyday..
no one was giving u presure (:
be steady. dun make ur self too tired kay?
i m worried about u dear. ♥

i m trying to get back our sweet love.
it will healing back :)
trust me. i care u much ^



i m sad rite this few day :'(
cus.. i have no more true friends.
even yeancheng also donwan be friend wif me anymore ):
last time.. thay say me “重色轻友”
yea.. i admit it.
but thay say me din't change at all!
i start worry about that :(
but now.. everyone was hating me.
alot of ppl say me vry 'cheap'.
say me such a fucking bad gurl :\
or else say me very very “发桥”
i cant hide my disappointment..


far away from me!
Few people can be happy unless they hate some other person,
nation, or creed.
before saying me..
please think urself 1st.
Hate is all a lie, there is no truth in hate.
if be a girl dun fall in sweet love wif boy..
it doesnt a normal girl.
a girl who loves her hubby much..
that should be glad or happy :)
it is not CHEAP! D;
You cannot hate other people without hating your self.
'fa qiao'? ya. i kn0w u all hate me this attitude.
but. 你们没有吗？！
i dint say only. u thought urself is perfect?
no .. no one dare to shout wif u .
cus u are crazy. O;
I have opinions of my own strong opinions
but I don’t always agree with them.♥

at last :x

i m just a simply gurl.
i donwan any trouble. :)
i jus want a normal life with dear ♥
study normal.. hang out hapily ;D
than.. have a super sweet family with my hubby ^^
nothing need to worry.
jus simply n happy (;



--Kitty Cindy--

what the hell ;D
dear. got ur name inside thr.
but tebalek one ^^

Hey yo :D what's up man !
ahaa.. uhmm..
short hair? eww.
i not dare to cut it yea.
so would u like it uh? :)
i dont know eh.. ;O

I hate it when u say YOU MISS ME
but u don't do anything about it ! :)

It's time to be a big girl now
& big girls don't cry. ♥ ;D

--Kitty Cindy--

relationships are like glasses.
if they break, let them stay broken.
you'll only hurt urself trying to fix it.
at least the pieces still remain. :)

FRIENDS ? ):

Sorry what i have done to you ALL.
Can you forgive me ? :(
For you. it's over.
But for me, it's not over.
You are still my best friend. ♥

But u? ...
All our memories.
happiness n loneliness :)
tears.. smiles.. sad.. laugh..
Please come back.

For me.."past is past"
If u r dissapointed. sorry O;
Now i m no more friend is because of u .. :(
If i die today. wat will u du?
PLEASE. MAYBE I M SERIOUSLY WRONG.
But i hope u all can forgive me.
And please i really dont want to hate u.

MY FRIENDS. THE MEMORIES
YOU GUYS ARE MY LIFE ♥

请珍惜我们的友情.
我错..我向你们道歉.
对不起. :)
让你们讨厌了. 原谅好吗？
永远的朋友... 甚至每一辈子 ^^

I hate myself around the clock
Sometimes I wonder -
why do I have a cock?

Stop fool around in front me.
U are bullshitting ! O;
What a kind of friend there?
You are sucks ><

looking straight into the eyes of someone i love, they just look at me while i cry, so no one believes a word i say, oh well but i would rather die then put up with this pain, i want to just give my life up, give it away, to another place, so i don’t have to feel it at all, i cry in front of you, you keep asking why, to tell you the truth, i don’t even know why, i just want to die, or even fly, but i want to get away from this place, so what if i cut, so what if i bleed, the blood falls down on me, the cuts are deeper than deep, living in this world, is like i am dying already, but please… if you care for me, kill me, and yourself, and we will be happi 4 the rest of our lives.

OMG..
what the hell !
i fall in love to khahuan now (:
deeply in love with him!
i miss last time :(
i wanna go back last time..
i want back 10-10-10.

很多人问我..为什么会跟格宽在一起.
又为什么吗？ 不懂^^ 就因为我们爱对方吧,
相信很多人都不知道我们的故事^
想知道吗? 我会一点一点告诉你们^^
顺便提醒自己是很幸福的！
hmm..故事要从云顶开始说起..... :)

long long time ago.
when siew teng n kha huan.
go to kl wif a trip for genting too..
both of them loving each otther..
but 2 also so shy..eww :D
soo..no one was tell i love u to other one.
but when the night stay in hotel)
khahuan borrow his pilow to siew teng (;
siew teng hug it and fall in sleep wif a nice dream )
the next day at genting.
khahuan n siewteng play together and feel vry happy.
than in the bus :D
siew teng feel cool..hug khahuan pilow.
then khahuan hug his bag (;
hmm..slowly )..khahuan put his bag under the sit.
siew teng sleep on khahuan sholder ;D
aww..then. khahuan hug siew teng xD
after tat. they fall in sleep (;
two of them hug together ..
n i still rmb he hold my hand softly ^^

或许这就是缘分吧 :)
其实..我们在很久以前就已经对对方有好感了 ..
只不过有缘无份.. 但最终还是在一起了 :D
很像做戏哦？不！这是真的 :)
其实我们两个笨蛋.. 真的很笨 ^^
很傻..我们认识了..3年多？
陌生人，同学，朋友，好朋友,知心朋友,妹妹..
现在还当了他的女朋友== 发梦哦？
还没当上老婆罢了 (;
我们的感情？ 谁比我们多..
所以　;D
他可能曾经对你很好 ) 我也想歪了 ^
所以你们别想歪.. 他心里只有我 xP
这我也是刚懂.. 他把很多很多秘密都告诉我了 (;
真的又被感动到.. 其实他真的为我做了很多事情..
我也为他做了不少..就因为我们笨咯..
没办法噜。 迟来的爱就是那么的幸福 :D

别以为我们在一起..好幸福.
我们可是经历了不少的事情..
才可以那么的甜蜜..
几年的感情, 别以为那么容易..
一段幸福的恋情.. 真的要互相努力..
面对.. 度过.. 等待..
我们为了对方真的留了不少泪 :')
那是值得的><.. 老公.. 我爱你.

here is my diary :)

10 of feb.
still rmb that night.
fo guang guys came to my house "bai nian"
after that 9pm ++ .
i follow them go..
jian hui,yiqian and emy house (;
and the time i make dear so unhappy .
i m so sorry about that.

11 of feb.
happen something unhappy.
but all is becouse my false.
i hate myself .
i always get mad to my hubby.
i will change my attitude .
whatever u say im perfect ;)
but i feel myself is vry bad .
giv me some times.
believe me ;)
jus like me believe u boo ♥
hmm.after school.
about 2pm.we went to
kokchuan,fangwei,jinnv shi jie,joyeen & lionel house ;D
"bai nian".

12 of feb.. it was a funnny sat.
i invited some guys come my house for fun ;D
they are : dear,caenne,david and jeferny ♥
hmm..so happy uh. :)
love them .. eww.. bbF ^^
they r so funny. haa :D
hmm..nex time come agn! ;D

now going 13 of feb ;)
it was a tired sunday.
early in the morning 1030 am.
went to fo tang. for du "yi gong"
than. 1pm. went to liangjye house.
dear dady fetch us go louisa house.
than about 3 ++ pm
went to peipei house (;
alot ppl there )
feel some boring but happy too.
mybe i sick on tat day><
so..feel so moody..
after that. about 6pm.
dady ftch me n khahuan go caenne house
take hamster ;D
so cute ^^
than..back my house luh.
yuan ben..dear need back home ady.
but ;D momii say ask him join our dinner (;
haha! so hapi.
than dear folow me n family go ECM.
me,dear n momii go ms.veg eat.
than..walk walk awhile.
back home luh..<
too fast eh :(
hmm)
damn tired .. sleep early at 10 pm.

then the next day.
14 of feb ;) ♥
valentine's day ;)
hmm..well . dear din giv any sweet or romantic suprise )
but i feel so hapii (;
because for us everyday is "qing ren jie"
my dear love me more than everyone :D
i can be his lao po. (;
is the most sweet n big present that he giv me )
i love u dear ♥.
that day enjoy at skul (;
me,dear n qian.
we talk alot of old past thing ^
when v 1st time togther.
heh.. (: .. genting ^
bus .. wouh.. sleep :) eww..♥
so sweet man.
jealous? yea.. i want tell the hold world.
how sweet we are ^^
than 6pm.. went to dear house [;ay hamster^
they have a funny name! ha "D
bealse and wochiliti xD
cus 不要死 和 活久一 点 .. haha
than ttn..damn boring! what the hell ;)
after tat (: ..went to my cousin house
got a small party. dear go too ^^
than 9++pm went to dear house.
wash hamster "long" /.
n play wif them.they r QQ ^ love them )
mwaahhh ♥
about 1030pm ..went back to aunt house luh..
hmm..valentine's day pass it wif nothing special ^
that all! i m tired rite now because of u! BLOG .. aww
Bye. ♥